Every single day has their own challenges and we learn to deal with it everyday. We only have to options learn the lesson or simply ignore what happened and repeat the same mistake over and over.
Whatever you choose you only know the reasons behind of it. We are nobody to being judging others. But the only thing that I have in mind is that if you are making a mistake in your life do it right not like a mediocre asume every single consequence in life, but just do it.
Is the same about the outfits you choose in the morning or the night before depending of your routine.
Take that risk and do it it will be just one day but at the end you will learned a lesson and the decision you have made will lead you to the next step in that search of finding your style.